A Year Later

Ok, so it's been a year since my last post.

But, I have decided that I would like to start blogging so let's see how this goes.

It's January. We have had more snow the past couple of weeks than we have seen in a long time. It's lovely unless you have to get out in it!

I am at such a low place in my life...in my mind...that I seem to struggle every day. And, I am angry with myself because I put myself here. I have nobody to blame but myself. One of those "You made your bed so now lay in it" situations. I want to be happy with my life.

I do have much to be thankful for. I have a job and that's a plus. My kids are the number one (and number two) things that keep me going. If not for my kids, I would pack my shit in the car and head South...or West...somewhere warm...and start over. I have a wonderful family...and although we all have our moments...we are always there for one another when needed.

I need to move forward...because I can't go back.